I leave Thursday at 6am.

It's so weird that I am actually going. I've been thinking about this daily since February. and probably hourly (-when sleeping?) since April.

It seemed so far away, but now it's practically here.

I have mixed emotions about everything. I am so ready to be there yet, I have no idea what the Lord has in store for me. Right now things feel a little stressed trying to get ready. but I think I am almost done with all of that, and I can just rest. I'm feeling a bit sick today, I hope it goes away quickly so I don't have to deal with sickness while preparing.

3 months is a long time, but at the same time it's not. I think it feels like it may be longer because it could be just the begging of a different life. who knows though? I could hate it.
or maybe it will just open the doors to something else that I haven't even thought about?

Basically I'm just saying a bunch of things... none of it is of importance.
Time for Church on the Street.

Love you all!

-Bethany