A new post

I think today I just like the idea of posting. I don't actually have a clue what to say. I should be reading right now. I have a lot to read before leaving for Mozambique in 3 weeks. ...3 weeks? wow! when I decided last February I wanted to visit, I didn't think it would actually happen. and when I decided last May that I wanted to go to the school there for 3 months, it felt like the time would never come. Now it's 3 weeks away, and I still don't feel like it's going to happen. How is it all going to fall into place? I feel somewhat stuck in my preparation. My last day at work was Friday. Now I have all this time to work on preparing, and I don't know what to do next.

I have no clue what to expect, nor why God is taking me there exactly. But, as I concluded a few weeks ago, nothing has ever felt more right. this is the beginning of something amazing. The Lord is taking me to a whole new level, and I hope that I will have the guts to jump in full force. I want to gain all that is possible for me to gain. and to grow in the deepest relationship a person could have with The Father. This truly is just the beginning. I have no idea what is ahead, and part of me (though scared) is so very excited!

People ask me what I will do next. I can respond with any response, and I will probably be wrong, because the Lord has not reveled that part to me yet. He's just showing me what is right in front of me.

And yes, I am scared out of my mind, but I feel more alive than I have in my entire life. Praise Him for that!

I cannot wait!